Miami Vice

I must say that i really enjoyed this vacation. This is one vacation i WILL remember. from sneaking into 21 and older club (im 19) lol...being rejected from a few, to trying to make our way into Wet Willies, and to to the late night walks...drunk late night walks that is ;], i had TOO MUCH fun. so much that i NEVER wanted to come back to school, or MARYLAND...but i had to snap my a** back reality quick, for the simple fact that there are more vacations to come. Especially in my career path... i love my friends for this and i wont forget it ...


Some Snapshots:










lol...i love them

Currently In:

MIAAAAAMIIII!! ;) pics post will be up soon

Live.Love.Let Go

...When you spend all of your time loving someone how do you let go???? like confusion plays a huge part in relationships...im o soooo serious..i can say happily im in LOVE but love does NOT always bring you happiness...there comes a time in life where your forced to move on..or you think that moving on is the right thing for you to do...you get CONFUSED because you know that you wont be happy with anyone else as much as your happy with him....im going to always be in love with HIM..were gonna always be in love with each other actually..its just that im in college,confused about life, have so much in front of me, and ahead..and also my future career will push me to travel and thats just something you dont do lol...but anyways heres something i wrote on myspace 0_o like a year ago to him lls..i was really hurt...but hes a nice guy 4real.
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Hurt..Message to him. :/
Current mood: crushed
Category: Life
So there's this one question.
WHY?

Why is it that the one person you love and expect to be able to trust, hurts you?
Why is it just so hard to commit?
Why is it that the one person you feel that you're in love with...makes you cry?
Why is it that finding a soul mate that is trustworthy so hard to find?
Why would someone tell you they love you and lie in your face about something they're hiding?
Why is it that true love is so hard to find.
Why am i up at four in the morning writing this when i should be layin sweet and sound in my bed?
or Why is it that i am here and not with you???
matter of a fact...the question is How?

How can you ALWAYS hurt someone you claim you want to be with forever ?
How can you expect this person to still stay around?
How do you expect for this person to trust you anymore or even ever feel comfortable being with you?
How could you do this to me???
How do you expect that things will change?
How can you expect me to put this in my past, so fast.?
How can you smile in my face, tell me you love me, cuddle me, but feed me bullshit.
How is it that i don't even know how to tell you i love you right now?
How is it that easy to give away love? or AT LEAST what i thought was love.

i wanna ask When....

When will i just find the right one for me?
When will someone just tell me they love me and actually mean it?
When will i find someone i can trust?
When will it all begin or even end.?
When will that person sit back and actually care?

..maybe i thought wrong, maybe im heading in the wrong direction, digging myself deeper into this hole. not anymore..iv'e changed..and no one can tell me otherwise.
but tell me this one thing? was it worth it?...i hope so.
.BUT this gives me a chance to just move on, don't look back..once a liar ALWAYS a liar. i just don't understand.
you've hurt me the most and it'll be hard for me to EVER forgive you. i just dont know how to feel.all i know is that im gone and so far for good, its too late i've made up my mind.its only right.the phrase "they dont know what they got till its gone" has clearly been proven to me.You dont love me.I feel used, and taken advantage of, you might see a smile on my face.but deep down inside i wanna frown.im left speechless..goodnight

----...lol...yea i was in my feelings

BGC

am i the only female that hasn't seen Bad Girls Club?? lol...im jus sayin

17yr old Biggie on Fulton Ave. rappin

tweeted by Talib Kweli earlier.. jus wanted to watch it

Claes Oldenburg

Washington D.C (above)






This Swedish born, American pop architect is well known for his large figures of every day objects, and turns them into art...i likEy.

WTF.

On LIVE TV i dont get it...and then they gonna go right back to playing poker lls..true

BREAD SHOES THO!

#CMONSON -_-

Lupe Steppin Laser Tour Itenerary

*Mar 05 - Bridges Auditorium in Claremont, CA - (with B.o.B)
Mar 20 - Bob Hope Theatre in Stockton, CA
Apr 07 - House of Blues in Boston, MA - (with B.o.B)
Apr 09 - House of Blues (Atlantic City) in Atlantic City, NJ - (with B.o.B)
Apr 10 - The Fillmore NY at Irving Plaza in New York, NY - (with B.o.B)
Apr 13 - 9:30 Club in Washington, DC - (with B.o.B)
Apr 14 - Royal Oak Theatre in Detroit, MI - (with B.o.B)
Apr 16 - Eagles Ballroom in Milwaukee, WI - (with B.o.B)
Apr 17 - Lund Arena (Gustavus Adolphus College) in St. Peter, MN
Apr 18 - Midland Theatre in Kansas City, MO
Apr 20 - Peoria Civic Center Theatre in Peoria, IL - (with B.o.B)
Apr 22 - East Tennessee State University Center in Johnson City, TN
Apr 23 - UNC at Charlotte in Charlotte, NC - (with B.o.B)
Apr 24 - Worcester Polytechnic Institute in Worcester, MA
Apr 26 - House of Blues in Houston, TX - (with B.o.B)
Apr 27 - House of Blues in Dallas, TX - (with B.o.B)
Apr 29 - Ogden Theatre in Denver, CO - (with B.o.B)
May 01 - House of Blues (Las Vegas) in Las Vegas, NV - (with B.o.B)
May 02 - House of Blues (Sunset) in Los Angeles, CA - (with B.o.B)
May 05 - Regency Ballroom in San Francisco, CA - (with B.o.B)
May 07 - Showbox SoDo in Seattle, WA - (with B.o.B)
buy your tickets here -->>> http://www.lupefiasco.com/tour ;]

i just have to find out whos going with me!

Tim Burtons "Alice in Wonderland"

This movie has only been out for a day, well two now, and has already made 41 million! i do plan on taking a trip to the movies to see this pretty soon..even though i still HAVEN'T seen Avatar :[

Nifty HOBO signs lls

They play too much lol

perm= THE DEVIL

throughout my whole life i can count one one hand how many times ive had a perm... 4 time. once was an accident as a child when my babysitter thought my mom use to perm my hair to get it straight, twice in high school, and once when i got my hair cut....i think that they are OVERRATED!..my hair feels soo soft without a perm its ridiculous how dry it can get after i get a perm..perms gave me dry scalp and i dont like it...i currently wear tracks in my hair because im trying to grow my hair back out...its looking pretty good under there though...majority of my life my hair was natural..and i think that all black women should be natural...one reason is because if you werent BORN with straight hair then its not meant to be PERManently straight..im NOT knocking the girls who get them but im saying your hair can be much better :/

Damages perms can do. The most simple way to transition from permed to natural hair would be to cut off ALL of the permed hair.. the part of your hair strand where the natural hair connects to the permed hair is the weakest part.



i LOVE her hair goal for 6 years...i had to make it realistic ::shrug::

Bad Habits

has there ever been anyone that you just cant let go??? there's something about one person that will NOT get out of my life as much as i kind of want them to.. i feel like something is holding me back from letting me do the things i want to do so that i can get where i want to get in life.. i let fears hold me back also..i hate rejection but what i have to understand is doors WILL close in your face, but in due time many more will be open then closed...waiting for you to walk in. people sit out and say that they are going to be this and be that, but they dont do anything to get there. if there is someone in your life holding you back then you have to let them go..if they are really there for you then they will be there in the end when you are ready to come back. Ive given up a lot for others and also for other people, and it has ended....