Moving OOON

I dont wanna be looooved, i dont wanna be loooooved!!! :[

Its Almost a Year.

From when i was about to kill Shawna with what i thought was a "bb gun", this video was made to show people not to play with guns.

Sooo this weekend im going to NYC

I think its going to be fun, seeing that i haven't been in a while.. i miss some of my family in which i DOUBT ill see but i also miss some friends, it would be cool to hang out with them again.
[just my random thought]

Im in the Pursuit of happiness.[explicit]

Why is it that life comes with all these damn complications!!
i never had questions about my "future" or anything else in life
UNTIL after ive fucked around and got into a long ass relationship.
i never said im mad about the relationship though [lol] its just that
shit is soooo GREAT in the beginning and then it goes DOOOWN from there.
most people dont understand the importance of "soul mates" because through
our bumpy cheating relationship,0_o lol WE still think were the ones for each
other. like we sit and ARGUE ARGUE ARGUE and sit down maybe five or ten minutes
later if its not me its him apologizing...i cant get RID OF THIS NIGGA!!! i mean i
DONT want to ever leave him alone, like we care WAY too damn much about each other.
we both can have our sneaky lying ways (i must admit) BUT we both run right back to each other when shit gets rough lol..i mean we gonna always look out for each other &
making sure each other is good but HONESTLY, he cant have any other girlfriend because her ass will get cheated on!! lol..my bad but damn its the truth..im not going anywhere and neither.dont get me wrong im SINGLE..so boys "holla" at me lls. its 3:00am i should be working on my essay..funny how i have so much to say on blogspot but don't have SHIT on my word processor template {hmph} but isnt that what blogs are for?? 4 you to vent your ass off??? or do yall have this shit for "fun"...hmmm "how u doooin" ;]