Thursday, December 16, 2010
Monday, December 13, 2010
Knuckles Da Great :: Music
Download this song below:
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"blame game"
anything but us is who we are
disguising ourselves as secret lovers
we've become public enemies
we walk away like strangers in the street
gone for eternity
we erased one another
so far from where we came
with so much of everything, how do we leave with nothing
lack of visual empathy equates the meaning of L-O-V-E
hatred and attitude tear us entirely
-Chloe Mitchell
and of course he gave props.
Saturday, November 27, 2010
Cleaning out my yahoo from about 3 or four years back lls
This is an e-mail letter this boy i use to talk to sent me, lol who is now currently gay smh....#anywaysdoe sad thing is i was out at the movies with one of my female friends, he took it otherwise...i use to really like him too ;/ o well lol
12/31/07:
HE TIME I SPENT WIT U 2DAY HAD ME THINKN
ZINDZI U A REAL SWEET DWN 2 EARTH PERSON
I UNDERSTAND U GOT A DUDE N ALL OR WHATEVA
BUT 2 B HONEST IM NOT TRYN SELL U NO DREAMS
NO NUFFN
BUT I BELIEVE N THE 08 U IS WHAT I NEED
I AINT LOOKIN 4 NO LIL SOMETHIN SLIGHT
I WANT SOMETHIN LONG TERM IM GETTN 2 OLD
4 GAMES N WHAT NOT
U SEEM REAL SMART,FUNNY,KOOL ASS PERSON
N GENERAL
BUT I WANT U 2 B THAT YOUNG THAT YEA COMPLETES ME
N THE 08
ILL WAIT AS LONG AS I NEED 4 U 2 THINK BOUT THIS
N ALL
I BELIEVE U THE 1 THAT CAN MAKE ME SLOW DOWN FRM
GOGO..S N ALL I HAVENT BEEN 2 THE MOVIES WIT A GIRL
SINCE RUSH HOUR 3 THATS A DAMN SHAME N IF U DNT WANT MOVIES
WE CAN GO OUT 2 EAT N MAYB RENT A MOVIE N CHILL AT
EITHER UR HOUSE OR MINE ITS UP 2 U
BUT LIKE I SAID ZINDZI PAYNE I WANT U 2 COMPLETE ME N THE 08 REAL TALK SWEETHEART JUST REMEMBER THIS PLZ N DNT 4GET ABOUT ME IF U CHOOSE 2 STAY WIT UR DUDE................ THAT CAME OUT KIND WRONG UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM WELL MY NAME N SONG IS 4 U I CHANGED IT WEN THEY TOLD ME THE GOOD NEWS HOPE U LIKE IT
12/31/07:
HE TIME I SPENT WIT U 2DAY HAD ME THINKN
ZINDZI U A REAL SWEET DWN 2 EARTH PERSON
I UNDERSTAND U GOT A DUDE N ALL OR WHATEVA
BUT 2 B HONEST IM NOT TRYN SELL U NO DREAMS
NO NUFFN
BUT I BELIEVE N THE 08 U IS WHAT I NEED
I AINT LOOKIN 4 NO LIL SOMETHIN SLIGHT
I WANT SOMETHIN LONG TERM IM GETTN 2 OLD
4 GAMES N WHAT NOT
U SEEM REAL SMART,FUNNY,KOOL ASS PERSON
N GENERAL
BUT I WANT U 2 B THAT YOUNG THAT YEA COMPLETES ME
N THE 08
ILL WAIT AS LONG AS I NEED 4 U 2 THINK BOUT THIS
N ALL
I BELIEVE U THE 1 THAT CAN MAKE ME SLOW DOWN FRM
GOGO..S N ALL I HAVENT BEEN 2 THE MOVIES WIT A GIRL
SINCE RUSH HOUR 3 THATS A DAMN SHAME N IF U DNT WANT MOVIES
WE CAN GO OUT 2 EAT N MAYB RENT A MOVIE N CHILL AT
EITHER UR HOUSE OR MINE ITS UP 2 U
BUT LIKE I SAID ZINDZI PAYNE I WANT U 2 COMPLETE ME N THE 08 REAL TALK SWEETHEART JUST REMEMBER THIS PLZ N DNT 4GET ABOUT ME IF U CHOOSE 2 STAY WIT UR DUDE................ THAT CAME OUT KIND WRONG UMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM WELL MY NAME N SONG IS 4 U I CHANGED IT WEN THEY TOLD ME THE GOOD NEWS HOPE U LIKE IT
Friday, November 26, 2010
NYC trip Art Gallery
Here are some of the few pieces:
Monday, September 27, 2010
N*E*R*D - new album "Nothing"
sooo supposedly the album is going to finally come out Nov. 3 2010 with Pharrell's sexy ass gracing the cover with his side profile. i love how the group members arent selfish for the limelight,one reason i say this is because its just pharrell on the cover and not the other members, BUT thats similar to the "in search of" album cover when it was only Shae on the cover. ;] sexy sexy....uh uh
if you didnt know...
N.E.R.D is coming to dc in october =] ...if you dont know im not telling until i get my tickets lol
Saturday, September 25, 2010
Trips.
So I had this list of places I wanted to visit/revisit before the end of 2010, I'm doing pretty good
1. New York-check
2. Philly-check
3.ATL
4.LA
5.Miami .... And I'm doing good , I might notmake it to ATL this year but sho knows, I be winging it so who knows where I'm gonna end up ;)
BUT shon Bon brought up an idea to go to LA for Halloween. Soooooooooo, I'm down with that program hmph
And I'm currently in Philly as we speak so I'm sticking to what I said ;)
1. New York-check
2. Philly-check
3.ATL
4.LA
5.Miami .... And I'm doing good , I might notmake it to ATL this year but sho knows, I be winging it so who knows where I'm gonna end up ;)
BUT shon Bon brought up an idea to go to LA for Halloween. Soooooooooo, I'm down with that program hmph
And I'm currently in Philly as we speak so I'm sticking to what I said ;)
My Bday
My bday passed, yea I'm super late but I had a great amount of fun, you just DON'T KNOW literally ;) Lls BUT what I WILL Share with you is the fun little get together my mom and my cousin jaz had for me at my house. It felt great to Just sit back and drink with family and friends ;)
i got so much love my bday weekend and so much that i couldnt even name lls...::secret is safe with me and my girls::..
Shawna got me this cute little edible arrangement by the way
Thursday, September 23, 2010
wipes sweat
so Ive been hassling around, just recently moved into my deluxe apartment in the sky high[while humming the Jeffersons tune]...lol..Ive been so busy trying to get my apartment together while balancing out the shitload of media research i have to do right at the beginning of this damn semester -_- ... trying it and shit. BUT anyways..must i reinstate the the fact that i dont blog for anyone but myself..lls so if you dont like it i dont care and if you like it i ....care... ^-^ .. but my blog personally reflects me i do this to vent most of the time ;].
Monday, July 12, 2010
lmfaooo funny/cool shit
idk why this shit is soo funny to me lol "boom sicka, boom sicka sicka " lmfao
and dougie fresh looks too good in this :]
Kanye is insane!! and i LOVE IT!
this chain is siiick, he spent 300k on this from Jacob the Jeweler along with his four finger pyramid ring 0_0 ! but anyways here's a close up of it
he also recently visited king tuts grandmothers GOLDEN coffin in NY. i love his chain soo much because im really into the edification of egyptian kings and Queens.
as my friends know my plan is to name my daughter after Queen Cleopatra... but just Cleo lol.
Like i said, VIRGOS are gifted lls
Famous Virgos:
BEYONCE!. lol
Micheal Jackson
Lance Armstrong
dougie fresh
Nas
Taraji P Henson
PINK
Marc Anthony
Ludacris
Chris Tucker
Stephen King
Jada Pinkett Smith
Cameron Diaz
Keanu Reeves
Macaulay Culkin
Dave Chapelle
ME ... lol....need i say more??
everyone knows that i am BIG on astrology, i feel like it can tell not EVERYTHING but a lot about a person. I believe Virgo is a sign of individuality. The out of the ordinary distinction of a Virgo is like no other, and im glad that i was born under this sign.
BEYONCE!. lol
Micheal Jackson
Lance Armstrong
dougie fresh
Nas
Taraji P Henson
PINK
Marc Anthony
Ludacris
Chris Tucker
Stephen King
Jada Pinkett Smith
Cameron Diaz
Keanu Reeves
Macaulay Culkin
Dave Chapelle
ME ... lol....need i say more??
everyone knows that i am BIG on astrology, i feel like it can tell not EVERYTHING but a lot about a person. I believe Virgo is a sign of individuality. The out of the ordinary distinction of a Virgo is like no other, and im glad that i was born under this sign.
My IDOLs.
I idolize the success of Big Tigger, and Taraji P. Henson...first of all i LOOOVE her name and not just that, i love her period. Big Tigger has a great personality (from what i see), but i have yet to meet them personally. Taraji is from this area, well not from but grew up in this are and is also a VIRGOOOO!!, [im convinced all Virgos are talented], she's a single mother and is living her dreams!!Now big TIG is another whom i idolize, just like Taraji, Tig is not born in DC but started their life off here...
Another one of my Main idols is Oprah, say what you want but this Hunny is making the FUNDS..and you know, "girls just wanna have FUNDS" ;]
Another one of my Main idols is Oprah, say what you want but this Hunny is making the FUNDS..and you know, "girls just wanna have FUNDS" ;]
therapy.
My laptop charger is STILL broken and i have yet to get it fixed, or just buy a fucking new one :/
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
IIMMM BACK!
soo just for a little while because my stupid DELL laptop charger blew out for the SECOND time :| but anyways how is everyone's summer going :} paha
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Lil Wayne Makes Me Want to Have His Baby lol
I swear i felt that this was the sweetest thing a male could say..
"The love between a mother and her offspring is hands down the most beautiful thing God created,More than money, more than fame, more than cars. You know why? Because true love is the only thing that lasts from the moment you're born to the second you perish.Everything else eventually leaves, think about it. All love needs to survive is love. To all the mothers who read this letter, I hope this day allows you to feel the love and respect you so rightfully deserve. You are the role models, not me."
read his mothers day letter at weezythanxyou.com
"The love between a mother and her offspring is hands down the most beautiful thing God created,More than money, more than fame, more than cars. You know why? Because true love is the only thing that lasts from the moment you're born to the second you perish.Everything else eventually leaves, think about it. All love needs to survive is love. To all the mothers who read this letter, I hope this day allows you to feel the love and respect you so rightfully deserve. You are the role models, not me."
read his mothers day letter at weezythanxyou.com
Happy Mothers Day MOMMY
The one person whos love for me is unconditional, and vice versa...i love her and i wouldnt trade NOTHING for her..i love my her so much..this is an old pic of her from 09 but when i get an updated one i will post her... <3
Thursday, May 6, 2010
OMMMFFG
i NEED this bag, i walked into the louis store 2day and its the first thing that caught my eye...like WTF..if im gonna pay fine money for a label might as well not get some basic sh* right?? like ppl still think my big suitcase is fake...but its vintage..{might try to trade it in 4 this lol}
this is one of the monogram underground.. idk im in love tho.. hmph the issue is its damn near the price of a used car lol..
a whopping: 4k :[
this is one of the monogram underground.. idk im in love tho.. hmph the issue is its damn near the price of a used car lol..
a whopping: 4k :[
Saturday, May 1, 2010
DJ Ruth Flowers
CHANGE.
i swear starting Monday i am no longer being friendly, i refuse.
another thing i am not talking to ANY boys or anything ill be
just fine by my fucking self. i was born by myself so i damn sure dont
need anyone but my family and CLOSE friends. fuck everybody else.
never will i say the word "love" and never will i give a male a "chance"
FUCK YALL. im good.
i cant wait till the day i find my true love and we want to live happy 2gether,travel, have fun. and [make babies]. =]
but...
im not....cus i refuse to give anyone a chance, i just don't have time to get "comfortable" with another male...like fuck. it :\
ANYWAYS...
so much for life im gonna keep pushing to reach my goals.
another thing i am not talking to ANY boys or anything ill be
just fine by my fucking self. i was born by myself so i damn sure dont
need anyone but my family and CLOSE friends. fuck everybody else.
never will i say the word "love" and never will i give a male a "chance"
FUCK YALL. im good.
i cant wait till the day i find my true love and we want to live happy 2gether,travel, have fun. and [make babies]. =]
but...
im not....cus i refuse to give anyone a chance, i just don't have time to get "comfortable" with another male...like fuck. it :\
ANYWAYS...
so much for life im gonna keep pushing to reach my goals.
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Its Almost a Year.
From when i was about to kill Shawna with what i thought was a "bb gun", this video was made to show people not to play with guns.
Sooo this weekend im going to NYC
I think its going to be fun, seeing that i haven't been in a while.. i miss some of my family in which i DOUBT ill see but i also miss some friends, it would be cool to hang out with them again.
[just my random thought]
[just my random thought]
Im in the Pursuit of happiness.[explicit]
Why is it that life comes with all these damn complications!!
i never had questions about my "future" or anything else in life
UNTIL after ive fucked around and got into a long ass relationship.
i never said im mad about the relationship though [lol] its just that
shit is soooo GREAT in the beginning and then it goes DOOOWN from there.
most people dont understand the importance of "soul mates" because through
our bumpy cheating relationship,0_o lol WE still think were the ones for each
other. like we sit and ARGUE ARGUE ARGUE and sit down maybe five or ten minutes
later if its not me its him apologizing...i cant get RID OF THIS NIGGA!!! i mean i
DONT want to ever leave him alone, like we care WAY too damn much about each other.
we both can have our sneaky lying ways (i must admit) BUT we both run right back to each other when shit gets rough lol..i mean we gonna always look out for each other &
making sure each other is good but HONESTLY, he cant have any other girlfriend because her ass will get cheated on!! lol..my bad but damn its the truth..im not going anywhere and neither.dont get me wrong im SINGLE..so boys "holla" at me lls. its 3:00am i should be working on my essay..funny how i have so much to say on blogspot but don't have SHIT on my word processor template {hmph} but isnt that what blogs are for?? 4 you to vent your ass off??? or do yall have this shit for "fun"...hmmm "how u doooin" ;]
i never had questions about my "future" or anything else in life
UNTIL after ive fucked around and got into a long ass relationship.
i never said im mad about the relationship though [lol] its just that
shit is soooo GREAT in the beginning and then it goes DOOOWN from there.
most people dont understand the importance of "soul mates" because through
our bumpy cheating relationship,0_o lol WE still think were the ones for each
other. like we sit and ARGUE ARGUE ARGUE and sit down maybe five or ten minutes
later if its not me its him apologizing...i cant get RID OF THIS NIGGA!!! i mean i
DONT want to ever leave him alone, like we care WAY too damn much about each other.
we both can have our sneaky lying ways (i must admit) BUT we both run right back to each other when shit gets rough lol..i mean we gonna always look out for each other &
making sure each other is good but HONESTLY, he cant have any other girlfriend because her ass will get cheated on!! lol..my bad but damn its the truth..im not going anywhere and neither.dont get me wrong im SINGLE..so boys "holla" at me lls. its 3:00am i should be working on my essay..funny how i have so much to say on blogspot but don't have SHIT on my word processor template {hmph} but isnt that what blogs are for?? 4 you to vent your ass off??? or do yall have this shit for "fun"...hmmm "how u doooin" ;]
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Miami Vice
Some Snapshots:
Monday, March 22, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
Live.Love.Let Go
----------------------------------------
Hurt..Message to him. :/
Current mood: crushed
Category: Life
So there's this one question.
WHY?
Why is it that the one person you love and expect to be able to trust, hurts you?
Why is it just so hard to commit?
Why is it that the one person you feel that you're in love with...makes you cry?
Why is it that finding a soul mate that is trustworthy so hard to find?
Why would someone tell you they love you and lie in your face about something they're hiding?
Why is it that true love is so hard to find.
Why am i up at four in the morning writing this when i should be layin sweet and sound in my bed?
or Why is it that i am here and not with you???
matter of a fact...the question is How?
How can you ALWAYS hurt someone you claim you want to be with forever ?
How can you expect this person to still stay around?
How do you expect for this person to trust you anymore or even ever feel comfortable being with you?
How could you do this to me???
How do you expect that things will change?
How can you expect me to put this in my past, so fast.?
How can you smile in my face, tell me you love me, cuddle me, but feed me bullshit.
How is it that i don't even know how to tell you i love you right now?
How is it that easy to give away love? or AT LEAST what i thought was love.
i wanna ask When....
When will i just find the right one for me?
When will someone just tell me they love me and actually mean it?
When will i find someone i can trust?
When will it all begin or even end.?
When will that person sit back and actually care?
..maybe i thought wrong, maybe im heading in the wrong direction, digging myself deeper into this hole. not anymore..iv'e changed..and no one can tell me otherwise.
but tell me this one thing? was it worth it?...i hope so.
.BUT this gives me a chance to just move on, don't look back..once a liar ALWAYS a liar. i just don't understand.
you've hurt me the most and it'll be hard for me to EVER forgive you. i just dont know how to feel.all i know is that im gone and so far for good, its too late i've made up my mind.its only right.the phrase "they dont know what they got till its gone" has clearly been proven to me.You dont love me.I feel used, and taken advantage of, you might see a smile on my face.but deep down inside i wanna frown.im left speechless..goodnight
----...lol...yea i was in my feelings
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Claes Oldenburg
Monday, March 8, 2010
Saturday, March 6, 2010
Lupe Steppin Laser Tour Itenerary
Mar 20 - Bob Hope Theatre in Stockton, CA
Apr 07 - House of Blues in Boston, MA - (with B.o.B)
Apr 09 - House of Blues (Atlantic City) in Atlantic City, NJ - (with B.o.B)
Apr 10 - The Fillmore NY at Irving Plaza in New York, NY - (with B.o.B)
Apr 13 - 9:30 Club in Washington, DC - (with B.o.B)
Apr 14 - Royal Oak Theatre in Detroit, MI - (with B.o.B)
Apr 16 - Eagles Ballroom in Milwaukee, WI - (with B.o.B)
Apr 17 - Lund Arena (Gustavus Adolphus College) in St. Peter, MN
Apr 18 - Midland Theatre in Kansas City, MO
Apr 20 - Peoria Civic Center Theatre in Peoria, IL - (with B.o.B)
Apr 22 - East Tennessee State University Center in Johnson City, TN
Apr 23 - UNC at Charlotte in Charlotte, NC - (with B.o.B)
Apr 24 - Worcester Polytechnic Institute in Worcester, MA
Apr 26 - House of Blues in Houston, TX - (with B.o.B)
Apr 27 - House of Blues in Dallas, TX - (with B.o.B)
Apr 29 - Ogden Theatre in Denver, CO - (with B.o.B)
May 01 - House of Blues (Las Vegas) in Las Vegas, NV - (with B.o.B)
May 02 - House of Blues (Sunset) in Los Angeles, CA - (with B.o.B)
May 05 - Regency Ballroom in San Francisco, CA - (with B.o.B)
May 07 - Showbox SoDo in Seattle, WA - (with B.o.B)
Tim Burtons "Alice in Wonderland"
perm= THE DEVIL
Damages perms can do. The most simple way to transition from permed to natural hair would be to cut off ALL of the permed hair.. the part of your hair strand where the natural hair connects to the permed hair is the weakest part.
Bad Habits
Thursday, February 25, 2010
What do you see?
Friday, February 19, 2010
Bentley Green
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
20th
Monday, February 15, 2010
Keith Haring ...An Inspiration
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